it burns inside. he knows way u do it the way ur mind works around minei feel that hurt.. that burn that sting... everythings blur.. whats going on?slowly i stop... i curl in a ball i held that rasor tight in my hand.i say your name. saying her name. saying his name. i open my eyes one last time knowing im leaving.. finlly... my last fake smile curls up in my mouth.. then everything went black.